Monday, December 31, 2007

2007 was the year that...

...I started the first six months well and then blew up…

...I learnt that to pace myself on the exercise front (Some is better than none)

...I learnt that my weight problem is not just linked to the balance sheet of what I eat verses what I burn off; there is other psychological and physiological factors.

...I discovered impatience is one of the biggest enemies of weight loss.

...I realised that weight loss and exercise need organization and intention.

...In the process of exercising regularly I moved from disliking exercise, to seeing it as a necessary evil, to enjoying it, to regularly challenging myself with it.


...I started to develop sporting ambitions like joining a cycling club someday, running 5 kilometres, and hill walking.


...I noticed my self esteem is building as I started to fit my clothes better.


...I noticed that when regularly exercising me no longer suffered from a sickening tiredness I had often been victim of.


...My irritable bowel syndrome was nowhere near what it was and my acid indigestion had all but disappeared.


...My blood pressure remained at a continually healthy level with regular exercise.Obesity started to fascinate me especially the psychology behind it and its physical impact.

...Setting targets came with mixed blessings.

...I started counselling for my weight.

...I learnt that I have a problem with anxiety and so use food as a comfort.

...I suspected I have developed a dependence on the adrenalin and sugar rush I get with over eating.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Journeying on...

It’s hard to know what exactly to say in order to kick start this blog off again. I suppose first things first I’ve rediscovered my motivation. If I’m honest I’m more motivated to understand myself more fully and to live a healthier lifestyle than I am in just losing weight. I think but that losing weight will come as I journey further and I look forward to realizing the full package.

My personal counselling (mentioned in an earlier post two or three down) took a lot longer to start than I thought. This was due to my counselor being ill and then I fell ill with meningitis, next week will see my third session.

To cut a long story short I’m back on the path towards my goal of being released from the control food has over me… Your welcome to join me on the journey should you still fancy it!